“Oh this is a tough one”
-said by me at the minutest of problems
But no really this is a tough one.
I have a rich history of panic attacks. Yup, I am rich you guys. Deal with it. But I have good news so why panic. Let’s go through a flow chart of how we process good news.
Good news
Big smile
Sheer excitement
Continue with your happy life
Now let’s see how the flow chart goes when I received my acceptance to my chosen college
Good news
Big smile
Remembered the world is in the middle of a pandemic
Smile fading
Sheer Panic
College announces study from home until further notice
Panic grows
Online classes have begun and it ain’t pretty you guys
Studying with a constant state of panic that I will never get the quality education I paid for or a job that I studied for or the future I thought I had a chance to
Now there are days that I am positive about how this will turn out, but today is not one of those days. Today I just want to rant on the internet like a normal 25 year old. Keep your positive thoughts to yourself.
Blog over.
the jobless mind 